Before you start reading, let me warn you... this is a whining post.
I know there are seasons of life, but right now I feel like I'm in kind of a stinky one. Don't get me wrong- I am in love with Callen, but I definitely feel like I'm tied to a 3 hour feeding schedule and that I'm really tied to our house! When the kids get home in the afternoons it has been nice outside and they've all been out playing, but Cal's schedule has him eat a 4pm and so Eric is the one to go out and play and I stay inside, feed, change, and play with Callen, then make dinner. It's kind of what mommies are meant to do, but I really like to be on the go, and in the action. Watching from the window is not my cup of tea. I guess the whole surgery thing is playing a role in my foul mood, so I have to keep that in mind too. I saw a bunch of friends' blogs this week and they all had fun pictures of being out and enjoying the "semi-spring" weather and I was so jealous! So, I can't wait for the true seasons to change and the baby-friendly warm weather to arrive and I also am trying to enjoy this season of my life and yet I still look forward to a bit less restrictive season that's right around the corner :)
Ok, whining complete! :)
2 comments:
Hang in there Mon- it'll get better soon and you'll be feeling up to getting out. Before you know it Callen will be able to go longer etc and then you get to do the whole high chair feedings etc!!! It goes fast.. enjoy the time w/ the little man!
Praying for you, Monica. Just remember, "..in everything, give thanks" As you say, this too shall pass. BTW, Callen is such a cutie, just like your other three!
(Grandma, as in Campbell's)
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